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How I Found True Love |
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By Bubble,
Secret of the Heart |
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Well I am 18 and had been seeing my
boyfriend (John) for about 2 months, i
thought that it was love and the
relationship moved very fast and he decided
that we should take the extra step and get
engaged even though we had only been
together for 2 months! I felt very uneasy
about his proposal as we also lived very far
away from each other. When i said no to his
proposal, because i didn't see the rush, he
hit me and told me i was stupid! The abuse
went on for a little while until i really
couldn't take anymore, i knew that he was
cheating on me too and so i decided to leave
him. I managed to leave with only a few
bruises and went home to my mum. My mum
asked what had happened but i didn't tell
her.
In the following weeks after splitting up
with John i was very withdrawn and upset, i
felt used, cheap, hurt and angry and i also
felt that i would never be able to trust
another man again, i stopped going out and
my parents were getting really worried about
me.
That month i didn't have a period and when i
started to think that maybe there was
something wrong i did a pregnancy test. As
you can imagine i was very shocked when the
test came out positive! I spoke to my mum
about it for a long time, we discussed all
the options but i decided that there was no
way i could have a termination. I decided to
have the baby but not tell John. Just as i
was getting back on my feet and feeling a
bit more positive and getting used to the
idea of being pregnant disaster struck and i
was taken to hospital with severe stomach
cramps...I had lost my darling baby.
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Once i was back home my family kept a very
close eye on me as they were all very
worried about me! I decided to throw myself
back into my education and go back and start
again at university.
Three weeks after i lost the baby i was
chatting to a friend of mine on the internet
in a chat room and a bloke started talking
to me, i went along with it and we started
chatting on a regular basis, then i gave him
my phone number and then we sent pictures of
each other and before i knew where i was we
were arranging to meet! I was so nervous as
i was not truly over John and was very
scared that Michael would be the same as
him! My friends backed me up and my best
mate came with me to meet him.
Meeting Michael was the best thing i have
ever done! He is an absolute angel to me, he
treats me like a princess buying me
presents, taking me out, sending me little
cards and stuff to tell me how much he loves
me! I cannot describe in words how much i
love Michael, he is my world and he has
shown me the true meaning of love and
respect! I wouldn't be without him now! We
have been together nearly 4 months now and
it feels as though we have known each other
a lifetime! We have already spoken about
marriage and children, i just hope to god
that we get there because he really does
mean everything to me!
Even if you have been badly hurt there is
always someone out there for you, finding
Michael was worth all of my previous
experience with John, it has made me realize
how lucky i am to have a man that loves and
cherishes me as much as he does!
Good luck to all! |
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